CHOO onthis

I’m going home to Cali for the first time since I’ve moved to New York 5 months ago! I’m feeling excited for a jam packed 7 days of seeing my family, eating mama’s home cooking, playing with Ethan, dining and hanging with my favorite friends and seeing U2 live for family day o’ fun. Before all this excitement though, I was feeling very anxious about the trip back because I didn’t want a situation where

1. I hate being at home, want to return to NY immediately, and lose the warm fuzzy feeling I associate with Cali…. or
2. I love being at home, hate the idea of going back to NY, and want to end my relationships with the city I am slowly falling in love with.

Okay, maybe I’m being a bit dramatic, but I do feel like this trip home will definitely strengthen my feelings towards Cali or NY at this point in my life.  Or maybe it wont. I guess we’ll see 7 days later…